Friday, January 25, 2008
hello you.
ive got so much to say to you. but i know that if this blog post is long and draggy you'll probably not want to read it.
but yeah. i'll still have to say what i want to say.
you're really something..something really special. i just know it. not just to me, but to the people around you.
you are really loved. i know it. i can tell. you may think otherwise. but trust me on this please? you may think lowly of yourself. but WAKE UP please. you are not that bad.
ive said a million times that you are really nice and all, talented especially. but my words just fall on deaf ears. but dont worry. i wont give up reminding you how special you are.
mark my words. you are special. God has created you. uniquely you. different from the rest. set aside for His purpose.
do not look down on yourself. you are always so pessimistic. and it really hurts me to hear you putting yourself down. but i'm no one to you. i'm just a friend and there's nothing much i can do but to support you and TRY MY BEST TO MAKE YOU SMILE.
see you smile, hearing you laugh just makes me happy.
my heart really goes out to you. i really wanna know what you've been through before. i wanna help you move on and get over it. stop using guitar and shooting as an escape for running away from reality. be strong. face up to it. i know and i believe in you. i know that somewhere deep down within you, you'll find the real strong you that you use to be.
i wanna be able to hold you up when you are down. be there to support you when you are confused. just be a friend. lend you a shoulder. be emo with you when you are emo. JUST A FRIEND. but somehow you dont get it do you? opening up to someone is not easy but let me be the one to hear you. let me be a reminder to you that God loves you and He does not want you to keep everything to yourself.
ive still got so much to say, but i dont know how to start and what to say now. i'll be here for you, this i promise.
Monday, January 07, 2008
i'm emoing. this is bad. sigh.
i'm confused. lost. everything is just coming to me. sigh. ):