Thursday, October 18, 2007
i feel like i'm losing grip of you.
i'm holding on so tight that its getting tiring.
loving you and not being able to tell you and know how you feel aint a nice feeling.
okay. anyway, enough love stuff la.
sitting in my room alone made me start thinking and reflecting about my life. about how i've grown and how i have been hurt over and over again.
it's so scary how time has flown right past.
N levels has already ended. the next thing i know, i'll be in the hall taking my O levels.
wow.
i never knew secondary school life would finish so fast.
i dont want this year to end. it's the best yet so far. i've met people that really blessed and touched my life.
they've walked right into my life and walk straight out. but thank you for coming into my life. you have taught me a valuable lesson.
the feeling inside is something so different, i've never felt this way before. i dont know what i'm feeling. i got so much to say but i dont know how to put it into words. i just wanna cry it all out.
moving on, leaving my friends behind is a scary thought that i'll never ever wanna think about.
okay, i seriously dont know what in the world i'm blogging about. so yeah. hahah. dont be confused while reading my blog. ((:
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
my day was the worse ever today. gosh! i feel like banging my head on the wall laaaa!
argh!
dear God, i'm sorry. please forgive me for scolding people that were innocent.
i pray that you'll help me to control my anger. amen.
yes. does that say everything about my day?
okay. that's all.
Saturday, October 13, 2007
you are confusing me.
i got the msg you sent last night.
i'm not expecting anything from you now. i just want you to be there for me and just love me.
but why cant you understand? sigh.
Friday, October 12, 2007
nat's always smiling, nat's always happy.
BUT.
is nat really smiling deep down inside? is nat always happy?
answer: NO.
but what is there that i can do? well. nothing right?
so i should continue smiling! :D
imissyouidoiloveyouido.butdoyoufeelthesamewayaboutme?
willweeverbetgtthatsaquestionthatireallywannaknowtheanswer.
wevedriftedfarapart.
butnothingsgonnastopmefromlovingyou. (:
to you:
smile!cause you're on candid camera! :D
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
thanks for the memories.
i still do have feelings for you. and if you are still confused. please dont be.
cause.. just dont okay? sigh.
you make me happy and you make me sad.
but it's okay. it's alrights.
just smile one last time, just for old times sake.
thanks again for the memories.
nat shall turn emo again! )))):
rawr!!
ACCIDENTLY IN LOVE
i've been lonely for so long.
trapped in the past, i cant seem to move on.
all i wanna do is find a way back into love.
i cant make it through without a way back into love.
i've been looking for someone to share some light and not somebody to get me thru the night.
all i wanna do is find a way back into love.
and if i open my heart again.
i guess i'm hoping that you'll be here for me in the end.
there are moments when i dont know if it's real.
and i dont know if anybody feels the way i feel.
i need inspiration.
all i wanna do is find a way back into love.
i cant make it thru without a way back into love.
i'm so into you, you dont have a clue.
but there's nothing you can do to stop me now.
youve got me falling thru noticing those little things you do.
putting a hold right over me.
funny as it seems, you make me dream..
doing those little things those little things you do.
you dont reply when i talk to you, shout at you.
but you dont blink an eye,
it makes me wonder why you've got me falling thru noticing the little things you do.
putting a hold right over me.
funny as it seems, you make me dream..
doing those little things those little things you do.
sometimes i think about, everything that we've been thru.
and i just pray that you'll just open your eyes.
i love you, i need you.
so please dont throw our love away.
i've given everything, i've loved you endlessly.
but when it comes to me you dont even notice me.
if you want somebody else, just let me know.
cant take it no more.
is this the price i paid for handing you my life?
i know i'm not perfect but i truly care.
and if you wake up one morning and i'm not there.
just rmb that i love you, it'll never be the same.
i gave you everything and you threw it all away.
YOU DONT EVEN NOTICE ME.
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
i want you to show that you care. sigh.
i dont know what i said that made you have no mood.
well, i'm sorry. )):
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
me:
GEMINI - The Liar
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud.
