Friday, September 28, 2007
I HATE YOU! GO AWAY!
YOU'VE NEVER TREATED ME LIKE A BESTFRIEND.
YOU'VE HURT ME!
SO NOW GO AWAY!! ):
if best friends is just a name. why would i tell you all that i tell you everything about my life?
i didnt feel like talking, and that's all.
i just dont want you to like me anymore.
i dont wanna give you false hopes.
and since you tell me you love someone else, good for you.
i'm happy.
and if that's really true(which i hope it is)
i promise you,i'll talk to you all the time and even go out with you okay?
and to another you,
how would you feel if i told you i like you but i dont.
you'll get confused right.
that's what you are doing to me. oh wells.
i shant be emo anymore!
i love the world! whoosh! :D
Thursday, September 27, 2007
sometimes you are so nice,
sometimes you are so mean.
so what exactly are you trying to tell me?
you confuse me la. ):
so do you like me or not?
what now? ):
i'm confused! ):
arghh!!)):
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
i dont know how i'm feeling now.
i really dont. i dont know who to love.
GOSH NAT! WAKE UP LA!
when will you stop loving him? sighhh.
someone please help me.
sigh. i dont know what to do.
i gotta say what's on my mind,
something about us, doesnt seem right about us.
it so hard to say, but i gotta do what's best for me.
you'll be okay.
i got to move on and be who i am.
i just dont belong here, i hope you understand.
we might find a place in this world someday.
but at least for now, i gotta go my own way.
i gotta leave, but i'll miss you.
dont wanna leave it all behind.
but i get my hopes up and watch them fall all the time.
and it's just so hard to watch it all, slowly fade away.
i'm leaving today.
you'll be okay.
i really love you boy, but maybe it's time i pick myself up and leave.
goodbye.
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
i broke up with you, while loving you.
you confuse me. i dont know what's going on, i dont know how you feel.
you bring me to my highest point then drop me from there.
what do you want?
sorry. i'm being emo. i'm confused. sighhhh.
-you've left and i cant hold you back anymore.
today was fun i guess, watched movie again.
and AGAIN you paid for me! tsk tsk! :D
anyway, in the cinema today was like so weird la.
watching movie with you and you made me feel so uneasy. haha!!
not saying watching movie with you guys are bad but err. just weird.
and to you:
we didnt do anything, he didnt even touch me. he was just being irritating. opps. okay i didnt mean it. haha. but well we didnt do anything. you should know i still have feelings for you right?
oh wells. that's all for today. i love MYSELF laaa!!
nat!! you need to study!!!!!!!!!
Monday, September 24, 2007
thanks for a wonderful day today!
i enjoyed myself, it's been awhile since someone treated me so nicely! :D
thanks so much!
we shall go out sometime soon again alrights?
take care! :D
Friday, September 14, 2007
i love you, i still do. i always will. i've never stopped.
Friday, September 07, 2007
this is what lepinky say:
[L E P I N K Y ™ *//____tangled in a state of suffocation ; says:
shaky is when u gotta strengthen =D
L E P I N K Y ™ *//____tangled in a state of suffocation ; says:
then after that will become super strong]
he finally said something that make sense! :D
thanks lepinky!
sighhh. i'm crying.
i wanna cheer you up. sighh. i'm useless. i'm sorry.
i thought you'll be better but now you are not. sighh.
i'm sorry. i'm sorry for not being able to make you happy.
----------FEBRUARY BABY --------------------(boyfriend)
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality.Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal. Determined to reach goals. LovesFreedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves Aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friendsBut rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn.Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the Inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions
------------JUNE BABY -------------(me!)
You've got the best personality and are an Absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make New friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt And more than likely have an a veryPartner. A wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You Have a great choice in films, and may one day Become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, You've got the looks for it!!!
i love you baby. i still love you.
Thursday, September 06, 2007
sigh. i dont know what to say.
my mind is in a whirl. i dont know what's on your mind either. please tell me?
stop keeping it away from me. if you just want me for my body then tell me?
dont keep telling me you love me when you actually dont.
well. fine. i'll give you the benefit of doubt. okay. you love me. you love me for who i am.
okay. but you dont show it that's why i dont believe.
sigh. i got so many things to say. but i dont want to, in fear that you'll be angry.
gosh. i dont know what our relationship has turned out to be.
please. we need to talk to sort things out.
we cant just keep carrying on like this. we need communication and i know that we dont have communication. we just dont talk anymore.
we cant keep going to each other's house. i thought after we patch things would get better, but i realised that things arent going the way i imagined it to be.
i think before we broke up was the time when you really loved me. we use to go home tgt, spend lots of time tgt. but now what. all you do is amk amk amk. sigh. you've changed. not me.
i'm always here and i always will be. i'll never leave you, but sigh.
i want to trust you, i really do. but you've done so many things to make me not trust you.
you confuse me baby. you do. what exactly do you want from me?
will you still love me in the morning?
sigh... ):
you've left me all alone by myself. uncertainty. insecurity.
please, if you really love me, SHOW me you do. dont just tell me cause words are cheap.
Saturday, September 01, 2007
you and i,
we never had it easy, baby.
we had to work so hard.
and everytime it feels like we're gonna make it.
that's when it falls apart.
baby, i'll take my chances with you.
every night i think about the mistakes i've made,
i try to change my ways.
and i dont mind all the little games we played,
and all the foolish things you say,
cause baby, i'll take my chances with you.
love is what you make it,
so give it one more try. :D
i love you so much baby.
keep smiling cause i love you.
