Friday, August 31, 2007
do you love me like you say you do?
i'm sorry. but i dont feel it. you dont act as if you do.
i really love you, you know.
sigh. i dont know what you are thinking anymore.
there's so many questions i wanna ask you.
but i dont know where to start and how to start.
stop saying sorry please. it's not gonna solve anything.
nevermind, i'll be okay. i really will. i just need some time alone.
"big girls dont cry"
i'm a big girl so i wont cry.
it's time i became a big girl.
but my heart's breaking, i wish i have someone's shoulder to lean on to cry.
why must all this happen now? i need to study la.
i hope you know, i hope you know.
this has nothing to do with you.
it's personal.
it's me alrights? dont say sorry. cause i dont blame you. so dont blame yourself.
cause i love you so much..
i'll never break your heart.
i'll never make you cry.
i'd rather die,
than live without you in my life.
hold me tight, never let me go.
cause i really dont know how long i can hold on.
i'm losing grip.
dont let me go. i never wanna leave you.
i'll take my chances to be with you,
forever, let this love go on.
everyone may want us apart, but let's prove to them we can do it!
love me love me like how you use to.
that's my prayer tonight.
i just want you to know i love you so.
we belong together.
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
HAPPY SUPPOSE TO BE ONE MONTH.
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
oh gosh. shocked. lost for words. stunned.
what am i suppose to do? how am i suppose to react?
omg! ):
my heart is broken. that's all i can say. it's been a long time since someone cheated on me. if you liked/loved someone else why didnt you tell me earlier? then i wouldnt be as affected as i am now. you should have told me when you fell for her alr. it's like i felt cheated of my feelings AND my time. 25 days is a long time you know! i could have studied harder.
i wasted money too. i mean like i would not have bust my bill if i didnt call you!
is this what love is all about? wow. thanks.
you taught me how to learn to give in more. thanks. i really appreciate it. all the best to you and the new girl. i hope she breaks your heart so bad and is real mean to you that you'll realise that you have been taking me for granted. go away. leave now!
the irony of life:
Monday, August 06, 2007
is quarrelling THAT fun?! why do we keep quarrelling.
what more do you want from me?! i always end up apologising and you still dont wanna accept it.
maybe you still love S right? sigh.
oh wells. whatever la. i'm just gonna play along and act as if nothing's happening.
are we really meant to be?
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
sigh.
