Monday, May 28, 2007
love you?maybe i still do.
think about you?maybe i still do.
but waiting? i think i'm done waiting. goodbye love.
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
FOOL AGAIN:
baby,i know the story.
i've seen the picture,
it's written all over your face.
tell me what's the secret,
that you've been hiding,
and who's going to take my place.
should have seen it coming,
should have read the signs.
anyway,
i guess it's over.
cant believe that i'm a fool again,
i thought this love will never end,
how was i to know,
you never told me.
cant believe that i'm a fool again,
i thought you were my friend,
how was i to know,
you never told me.
baby, you should have called me when you were lonely
when you needed me to be there.
sadly, you never gave me too many chances
to show you how much i care.
if i could i would, turn back the time.
WHY DO I LOVE YOU:
suddenly he's evil.
suddenly the promise of love has gone.
suddenly breathing seems so hard to do.
why do i love you,
dont even want to,
why do i love you
like i do, like i always do.
you should have told me,
why do i love you like i do?
baby i'll be crying for you.
these songs remind me so much about us. sigh. i really dont know what to do. i'm confused. you are suppose to be disappearing. but everything about you keep coming back to me. i really dont know what to do. help me someone. i'm not suppose to be loving you, yet i cant stop. i wanna move on and love someone else, someone who is much better than you. i really dont know what to do. go away please. sigh. that someone is so much better than you. he cares so much more than you ever did. i really dont know what to do anymore. please. you mean so much to me you know. i dont know what i ever did to deserve this. confused. really confused. heartache, heart broken. i really dont know what to do. you are so mean. gosh. what ever happened to the you that i knew so long ago. you changed. you did. but you know what! it's for the worse. look at you now. i really wanna help you. i feel that i've not done enough to help you. even as a friend, i wanna be there for you. i dont ask for anything anymore. i just want your friendship. someone that i can stand by to support and show you the right path. seeing you going down like this hurts me you know. sigh..
yay!! boyfriend tagged me! it's been a long time since you've tag! i love you! i'll try to cheer up soon! with great friends like you, louis, gordon and many more i'll be better soon! (:
Saturday, May 12, 2007
as the bus drove past millenium walk,
pictures flashed across my mind,
thoughts for you was passing through.
i couldnt stop but smile to myself,
thinking of all the fun we had tgt.
i miss you, yes i do.
but they are all memories left of you.
there's nothing i can do now,
and nothing i will do now.
because this was the path you picked,
when you made the decision to leave me.
esplanade, couples smiling.
couples kissing, some were even
hugging and holding hands.
the laughter the joy that were there,
just reminded me of you.
i dont wanna think of you,
so stop reminding me.
every young couple i see,
brings the thought of you back again.
heart breaking,
mind wreaking.
makes me fall in love with you.
Thursday, May 10, 2007
i know i'm not suppose to be thinking of you, but i was listening to a song that reminded me of you. i'm sad. yes i admit. at least i have the courage to admit. can you just let me go? stop holding on. i cant take it. everytime i think of you, i'm hurt. so many people around me care for me so much more than you. but why do i still care so much about you?
this song really reminds me of you. so many of your favourite songs are ringing in my head. i wish that i could just sleep forever so i dont have to think about you.
how come it's so easy for you to let go of us, after going thru so much tgt? why? i dont understand. teach me how to forget people so easily. so i can forget you.
this is torturing. i cant stand it. everywhere i go, everything i do, i remember you.
can you just leave my mind. you are driving me nuts.
seeing you so happy makes me sad. why couldnt i be the one that made you smile so widely? am i that useless?
NEVER LET YOU GO: it was our song. do you remember? you told me you'll never let me go. you said you will never live life without me. you said we'll last forever. that even if i broke up with you, you'll ask me for a patch. you said that we were meant for each other. sigh. what happened? what changed that? a new girl or smth? you make me so emo la! wth. if i had a chance to tell you how much i love you, i'll fly to the universe and carve out on a star saying how much i do. i'll do anything just to prove it. i'll give in to anything you want.
Monday, May 07, 2007
IF WE WERE A MOVIE, YOU'LL BE THE RIGHT GUY AND I'LL BE THE BEST FRIEND, YOU'LL FALL IN LOVE WITH ME IN THE END.
DONT ASK ME WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT CAUSE I DONT KNOW EITHER.
I JUST GOT THE LYRICS FROM SOME SONG.
Saturday, May 05, 2007
well well well. you just like the walk right past me without even looking or smiling at me right?
if that's the way you wanna play this game then let's play.
look. i still wanna be friends. and you told me that even after we break we'll still be best of friends.
but look at what's happening now. wow. PROMISES ARE MEANT TO BE BROKEN like i alway say.
i'm always right. oh gosh. i really dont know what to say la.
anyway, now for the time being i'm not going to talk about love or whatsoever.
i just wanna concentrate on my studies and God and my beloved friends.
so please do me a favor and stay out of my life please. no relationships anymore please. i mean for now la.
i mean i will like someone now. but no relationships. i'm sorry. i'm not ready for any committment.
i think i like you, but i dont want to.
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
i think i still love you.
every minute every sec i just cant stop thinking about you.
no matter how hard i push you to the back of my head i just cant forget you.
omg. you know what. i just called your hp and some girl answered the phone, is that like your new girlfriend?
omg. i wanted to.. i dont know okay. i give up.
maybe i really should. everyone ask me to give up. but why cant i?!
shit!
i hate myself!
