Friday, January 26, 2007
OH GOSH!
SOMEONE HELP ME!
i'm feeling very emo. what the crap. i just feel like blogging non-stop.
i feel like crying. dont ask me why. i also dont know. sigh. what's going on?
why cant i like just stay happy?! sigh. yesterday in school i didnt feel too good. didnt feel like talking. only diana realised. is she the only one that cares. gosh. somehow i dont know why but i dont trust her. is it cause i've been betrayed so many times that i dont dare trust anyone?!
sigh. it's just so. i dont know what the world is coming to. God, i need your help.
why why why?! why cant i just stay in your presence all day long. dont have to come back to reality.
please take me back HOME quick.
i need you. i really do. i'm so in love with you, JESUS.
why must there be so many of you guys that like me?
it makes it so hard for me to hurt you guys. sigh. i just wanna be friends with all of you'all.
i'm still not ready for a relationship.
i've just ended one and even though i've forgotten him. but the pain is still there.
i'm just so afraid i'll get hurt again. i know that you guys promise me you guys wont hurt me. but that's EXACTLY what he said. but look. it's didnt even last for 1 month.
and to those two guys. " i dont wanna be your first gf. i'm not worth it. i've been in so many. what i expect in a relationship is very different"
and to all those others. " if i ever do choose you, i want my parents to know about it. they must approve too. and all those non-christians. i dont want you guys just to change cause of me. but change because you want to know God."
sigh. i dont know what to do now. JESUS, I JUST WANNA DO YOUR WORK. LET ME AVAIL MYSELF TO YOU. I DONT WANNA DO ANYTHING ELSE BESIDES THINGS FOR YOU. I WILL CONCENTRATE ON MY STUDIES. GIVE ME STRENGTH TO KEEP GOING ON. (:
Monday, January 15, 2007
well. i've been very busy lately. so many things on my mind too.
it's like school people and everything.
i dont know what to do anymore.
i may seem fine on the outside. but guess what! i'm not! ):
sigh. guys from school! STOP LIKING ME!
sigh. and SCHOOL PEOPLE STOP SAYING THAT FRANCIS AND I ARE ATTACHED!
and SCHOOL GIRLS! STOP GOSSIPING!
its not nice to gossip!
sigh. i should just be a loner.
Friday, January 12, 2007
omg. i dont know what to do now la.
wtf. i want all this to go away now!! ):
why must you all like me?
stop liking me. why did you have to tell me you like me.
now our friendship is spoilt! ):
Saturday, January 06, 2007
haha. so long never blog here. it's like dying. oh wells. happy 07! (:
