Tuesday, October 31, 2006
yay!
going to meet B! (:
hahahaha.
just finish bathing and studying!
yay!
going to highlight my hair.
oh man.
i hope i look okay.
later not nice then everyone say things about it.
hahaha.
okay okay.
yesterday was fun fun fun! (inside secret)
haha.
yesterday had alot of misunderstanding too!
make me wanna go crazy.
good thing B was there la.
hahahaha. (:
okay. i dont know what to say alr! byeeee!
oh yeah. met jas akiko and fenyx there! (:
Monday, October 30, 2006
B!! (:
I LOVE YOU LA!
here's your morning ilu.
hahahaha. (:
i dont know what to blog la.
later going to see b! yay! :D
so happy. hahahahaha.
yeah. i'm talking to B now.
she rocks la. i think. hahahaha.
she's always so mean to me.
but i still love her la.
i think today's post shall be short.
i dont know what to write. so yeah.
okayyy.
(:
Friday, October 27, 2006
it's okay.
i understand.
i was just wishing that i could be happy just for one day.
just to lie in your arms and for you to tell me you love me.
but. sigh.
maybe i was just thinking too much.
NAT! stop thinking about her la!
sigh.
will be going over to her house later.
oh wells.
it's gonna be awkward.
one of the reasons why i'm going over is so that your mum wont suspect.
sigh. i dont know what to say alr la.
i just wanted and was hoping i would be happy today.
oh wells.
i'll be fine.
really. sigh.
just read des' blog.
oh wells.
i got no comments.
take care.
OH YEAH!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINE!! (:
i bet you wont even be reading this. so yeah. nvm.
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
hahahahah.
went to vivo city yesterday!
it's nothing much la.
people make it sound like such a big thing. hahaha.
but okay la.
saw hilda working. woohoo! it's was so crowded!!
had to squeeze my way thru if i wanted to walk across.
was quite fun la. joan and i were working by ourselves.
the adults were some where far far far away! haha.
okay. that was yesterday.
today:
went to skcc!
so funnnnnn la!
saw one cute guy. but of course very beng la.
asked denise to help me get number.
suppose to help my dearest cheryl to flirt with her ex gf.
tsk tsk.
make me loose face only can!!
hahahah.
but it's okay la.
quite fun! (:
then played a bit of ball. but nahhhh. didnt wear shorts.
so i didnt wanna zhao ken(dunno how to spell la).
hhahahaha.
yeahhhh. then now at home waiting for people to reply my sms lor.
so boring.as usual.
ahahah.
okay la.
will stop here!
tata!
i dont even know who is reading my blog la.
oh wells. i bet no one. okay then.
bye!
Friday, October 20, 2006
whahahaha. i didnt go school today!
yeah man!
didnt feel like going to school.
after everything that happen yesterday.
anyway, my mum is super great la.
went out to eat dinner with her.
cause i wanted to tell her all my probs.
WAIT. i didnt tell her all la. i told her MOST.
haha.
then we went shopping at tampines mall.
not enough time to go to century square.
hhahahahaha.
i bought a new school bag.CONVERSE! hahah. my mum chose it okay!
she's got good taste. i wanted to buy another myuk bag. but my mum say look the same then dont wanna waste money.
then we walked past samuel and kevin and they were having discount.
so we walked in.
then i saw a IP zone jacket which is very nice!! (purple colour!)
super nice.
so i asked her if i can buy it.
she said okay.
then i wanted jeans too.
so she said from IP zone too?
then i said yeahh.
so i went to try. but didnt find anyone that i really liked.
but my mum rocks la.
she spent like $100 on me yesterday la!
hahahahaha.
i'm feeling much better after we went shopping.
she gave me back the money she owes me!! hahaha.
now i've saved $150. i need another $50 for camp!! yayy!!
(: (: (:
okay la. that's all so far.
tata!! (:
Thursday, October 19, 2006
i should have known.
i just i was wrong.
i should have just kept my mouth shut.
such a loser i am.
okay.......................so let's see.
let's talk about today.
i got back a few more of my results. didnt do as well as i expected.
was hoping to be better. oh wells.
so yeah. then i had a really long day today! sigh.
it was going too well. sigh.
okay. bestie was really great.
i dont know what i'll do without her. (:
she rocks la. she bought me flower and made me feel loved.
thanks bestie! (:
and amerie cher thanks la.
but you still made me cry la. hahahhahahah
i still love you la. hahah.
okay okay. enough of my nonsense.
whatever la.
i'm just gonna live life day by day.
i dont even know who reads my blog la.
i bet no one?
oh wells.
bye all!
take care.
i rock! (i think?)
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
helllllooooooooooooooooooo!
it's been super long since i've blogged a long post.
guess i was really not in the mood to say much.
now i am i think.
after what i saw this morning.
maybe i'm just over reacting.
but haiya.
i dont care anymore okay.
i really dont.
i dont care who you like or who you are with.
whatever la.
i'm through.
i'm moving on to my new life.
it's so much better here.
i really thank all those friends who have stood by my side.
i dont even know if you are reading this but yeah.
whatever okay!
i dont care anymore.
lalalala.
let's not talk about this. make me sad only.
anyway,
went out with shab today!
she rocks la.
she's god-damn sweet!
hahahahaha.
i miss fenyx bernice and reginal though.
hahahahaha.
i miss those times we went out and go crazy over those people we liked.
hahahahah.
let's go out soon.
yayy!
tmr i'm going to vivo city with the precious darlings!
haha.
okay la. i dont know what to blog alr. and i wanna go see des' blog alr.
so yeah. i guess that's all for today.
it aint that long.
but can do la. (:
byeeeee!!
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
just finished watching bring it on(all or nothing)!
super nice la.
hahahaha.
oh wells.
i use to feel that way too.
when i first came into sjc.
i really missed it back at scgs.
but i needed to move on.
so yeah.
hahaha.
i'm bored la.
i dont feel like blogging alr.
bye!
Monday, October 16, 2006
haiya.
i dont know what i'm thinking anymore.
this is never gonna end is it?
wtf la.
sigh.
i give up la.
i dont give a fuck about anything.
i'm just gonna live life day by day.
haiya. screw this la.
i dont feel like blogging alr la.
i dont know what the hell i'm thinking.
i dont know anything now la.
wtf.
some one please help me!
Friday, October 13, 2006
i dont feel like blogging.
i dont know why.
but today was really fun.
sentosa was so super fun!
whahahahaha.
loves it! (:
though there's many unhappy memories there.
i made happy memories today!
hahahaha.
those guys kinda freaked me out today!
"hey girls, can we play with you all?"
hahahahahah! (inside joke)
hahahahahahahahah!
there was one cute and hot guy there though.
whahahahah.
and ruipeng is so retarded la.
make me laugh like siao.
he is so lame.i mean though he can walk.
hahahaha.
nehnehnipoopoo! you cannot take my picture!
lalala.
okay okay.
i dont know what to blog alr.
going for overdrive now!
byeee
Thursday, October 12, 2006
i'm so lonely at home today!
hahaha.
it's so quiet!
matt went to school. jan didnt stay.
haha.
but cheryl is coming over soon! yay!
girlfriend is also coming over later. with eyecandy.
oh wells. i dont know what to do la.
des is coming over too.
i hope bernice fenyx and the rest are coming too.
it's gonna be fun. i hope.
hahahaha. (:
i miss prince!
haven talked to her for a long long time.
oh where oh where has my prince gone to?
haiya. ruipeng now also in school having exams and no one is entertaining me!
hahaha.
talking to alex online now.
haven spoken to him for the longest time.
we use to be so close until he went for army and wth he was too busy for me.
i cant wait till james' exams end! then can go out with him.
woohoo! (:
tmr is overdrive! i cant wait. it's going to be so super fun!
yay yayy!
mummy also allow me to go! it's such a miracle! but God sure does work in different ways. (:
i'm out of depression i guess.
i'm pretty much contented with my life now.
i'm just like happy go lucky.
i do not wanna think of any more unhappy thoughts. (:
okay okay. i think i've blogged quite a bit alr.
i shall stop here. (:
tata!
will write again soon! (:
till then.
nat.
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
they suspect we're tgt.
how now?
we're not.
but they think so.
is it cause you keep coming over?
or what?
what if they tell my parents that you came over?
i'm scared.
how?
sigh
whahahahaha.
didnt go school again today.
i miss my five girlfriends!! (:
jasmine, fenyx, bernice, reginal and shab!! (:
i miss you guys heap loads.
when can i see you again?
hahahahahaha.
take care yeah?
and all the best for your paper.
oh yeah.
i think i'm in love again.
be happy for me all! (:
will update all my girlfriends soon! (:
i love you all.
i cant wait! des is coming to my house now!
lalala.
wheeeee.
Monday, October 09, 2006
hellohellohello!!
i'm happy! for now i guess.
des came over to study today!
whahahaha.
so happy.
i love her so so much!
woohoooooo!
yayy! okokayy. i cant wait for thursday!
and friday(sentosa)! hahaha.
okay okay.
that's all.
going to go back for tuition! (:
i'm sick.
i'm down with stomachache, slight fever, vomiting and i dunno la.
being sick sucks la.
good thing today no school sia.
hahahaha.
was talking to ruipeng the whole morning.
he is so retarded.
keep making me laugh.
and he kept saying what LESBIAN anime rocks. HAHAHAH!
okay okay.
enough about him.
was talking to fenyx dear and narmatha in the morning too.
oh crap.
ben is coming for tuition already.
haiya. i haven finish blogging!!
i wanna rant rant rant!
i'm not done.
sigh.
i miss her la. i want her la.
sigh.
she'll never know how much she means to me.
let's not talk about her.
make me sad only.
haiya. i wanna go school la.
then i can see bernice and all my kids.
they are so cute.
i cant wait for exam to be over so i can go out with them.
they are a bundle of joy.
i miss my prince.
haven seen her for very long.
how have you been prince?
and GIRLFRIEND NUMBER ONE?! WHERE HAVE YOU GONE?!
I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH!
okay okay.
take care everyone.
i dont know what to say alr.
going to get ready for tuition.
lalalalalalalalala.
bye bye all!
Sunday, October 08, 2006
i'm better off dead la.
everytime someone talks about sentosa i remember you and the times we spent tgt.
sigh.
all i can do now is just to look at the memories and cry myself away.
i'm just so hurt.
i dont know what else to do la.
i'm just better off dead.
no one loves me the way you do.
though you never did say you love me the way i wanted you to but i know you really did love me.
but now you've moved on and you no longer love me.
i'm just so lost for words.
will you ever come back?
i'm still here waiting.
i really hate myself for being so stupid in breaking up with you.
i really hate myself.
i hate me for being me.
i'm so ugly.
so bitchy.
so fucked up.
i just take up space and take up air that other people need.
i should just die.
i have no more meaning in living.
die die die die die.
WAIT.
already dead.
whhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!
hahahahaha.
i'm talking to bernice on the phone now.
yay yay!
she rocks la.
i love her.
we are also talking online
woohoooo.
and we are speaking chinese online!!
hahahah.so lame!
okay okay. i upload my pics to let bernice see la!!
and reggie! turn straight!! (:
okay okay. this is how retarded amerie and i were.woohoo.
i miss those times.
but i guess i wont be getting those memories back.
i made a decision and now i've gotta stick by it. (:
Friday, October 06, 2006
hellowellomello!
woohoo!
i'm going high today!!! (: wheeee.
bernice shab and fenyx rocks!
i love them to bits man!
hahahahahahah.
they made me smile today!
today was actually a very horrid day.
i didnt like it at all.
cause i cried myself to sleep and i couldnt study chem.
chem paper was okay la. lit paper was one of the hardest paper i've ever done.
oh man....
hahahahahah!
then saw her at kfc.
didnt WANT to see her there.
oh wellsss...
anyway..............THEN i hold my tears back after seeing her.
but i really couldnt take it any longer so i cried.
oh my! so embarrassing.
everyone was staring.
then i saw bestie. then went up to her and i just burst out crying.
i told her what happen.
she told me whatever i do dont cut.
then i saw amerie.
thanks amerie, liz, nic and bestie for cheering me up.
and thanks fenyx akiko bernice and shab for being there for me. (:
i love you guys all so much.
woohoo.
okay. that's the sad part.
now for the happy part.
we(shab fenyx bernice) went to the library to study.
it was so fun.
we 'shhhh' some primary school kids.
then the library person also asked them to leave cause they were too noisy.
so funny la.
then fenyx made all of us laugh non-stop.
good thing we stopped laughing just before that library person came.
hahahaha.
then i was eating lollipop then not allowed to eat in there.
but i escaped that person again.
just before she came i finished it.
but i was still chewing on the stick then she came and tell me not to eat then i showed her the stick!!
hahahahaha! (:
woohooo!
lalalalala.
then blah blah blah.
now i'm home and i'm bored.whheeeee!
i'm suppose to go study.
okok.tata all.
i dont even know who would be reading this.
but i just felt like blogging.
sigh.
amerie and i quarrelled again.
i'm sad.
but oh wells.
i guess everyone is against me.
DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE!
Thursday, October 05, 2006
sigh.
i dont know what to say la.
i just keep thinking about you.
i just finish watching a show.
today was the last episode.
sigh.
happy ending again.
why does everybody have happy endings except me?
sigh.
i love you i still love you.
when will you come back?
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
was happy.
now sad.
talked to you just now.
after hearing you had fun with them i was sad.
what's wrong with me.
why cant i make you happy?!
sigh.
it's me i guess.
i'm not good enough for you.
i'm useless and worthless.
sigh.
as i stared into the big green patch,
i felt so lost.
never felt so lost before.
you left.
and you never came back.
was waiting oh so paitently.
but you told me you wont turn back.
as i stared into the big green patch,
i felt so lonely.
never felt so lonely before.
i wanted you to be by my side.
but where were you?
some where faraway i guess?
as i stared into the big green patch,
i felt so loveless.
never went around without love before.
what the world needs to go round is love.
tell me you love me.
trust me i'll feel better.
as i stared into the big green patch,
i found out i was so dumb.
i felt just so dumb.
what have i been doing with my life.
i've got no aim in life?!
where's the nat everyone knew?
i'm going back to the Lord.
he's my refuge.
my strength.
oh Lord,
bring me away from this horrible place.
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
HAPPY SUPPOSE TO BE ONE MONTH! :D
i still love you yeah?
(:
you are so mean to me today!!!
):
oh wells.
whatever la.
haiya. make my bra drop in the toilet today.
sok is going home.
so sad.
so happy that she came. first time she come my house.
bernice and jas is at my house. i love them alot alot alot.
prince is nice! was so sad she didnt come to school today. ):
so boring without her lor. no happy faces to see in school when she's not here.
but now i'm happy cause i saw her smiling!!
jasmine's eyes are really red. but it's okay.
she still looks cute.
okay.that's all for now.
byeeeeee
Monday, October 02, 2006
i know i've not been blogging.
guess i'm too carried away with the cutting of myself.
i really love you alot.
why must you act like you dont care.
do you know i really love you?
though i may seem to have gotten over you.
well. guess what.
i've not.
i dont know when you'll come back to me.
but i hope it's soon.
i cant wait till exams are over.
i'm like going freakingggg madd!
i hate myself.
hate my life.
i dont wanna study anymore! rahhhhhh! lalalalala.
whatever la.
i'm so freakinggg depressed.
i wanna go die alr la.
i guess you'll still act like you dont care.
i miss you eyecandy.
i really do.
sigh.
take care people of the world.
natalie darlene yeo li shi is going to die nowwww.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. tata. all the best for you end of years.
Sunday, October 01, 2006
i dont know what to blog.
blah blah blah. B IS MEAN!
going to meet her now.
bye all!
happy birthday leigh!! (:
i dont know what to blog.
blah blah blah. B IS MEAN!
going to meet her now.
bye all!
happy birthday leigh!! (:
